I'm so tired... but I can't sleep cos i slept for abt 15 hours... =X yaya... pig pig.. i know..

anyway. i went jogging today and realised that my stamina dropped.. big time... and i was breathless after running to the park which i usually run at... oh well~ haven't got time for anything.. and my sleeping time was even affected.. thats why it snowballed to yesterday and i gave myself PLENTY of rest..

Comman tests are around the corner *yikes* and I've yet to start my revision... probably going to be starting it soon...

work starts next Sunday~ not sure whether i should be happy a not.. happy that i can have money FINALLY!!! sad maybe cos it'll be taxing.. and time would be spent working instead of studying and resting... oh well, can't have the best of both worlds, so gotta compromise and make full use of the remaining time.



As I watch the minutes pass, I wish sliently that it'll go faster so you would be back soon... =(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAILIN!!!!!!

So today's the zhuang yuan's(top scholar) birthday~ haha... awwww... but too bad~no presents!!! haha.. thick skin leh.... started reminding us of her birthday since 1st Nov... no wonder i dread going to school... haha...

No la.. I'm just kidding abt dreading to go to school... A HUGE MUACK AND THANKS to Kailin who made life for poly not so boring for me... and I wonder how much torelance u have... its like a battle everyday for u cos me and Audrey always suan YOU!!!! haha

anyway, study hard babe... haha.. sounds like a testimonial... but aye... i dedicated this whole post to u ok~ haha

if u are wondering how Kailin looks like, this is her:

done with abt 7/8 of the FIT 1st report... wah... i hate figures... I seem to have an affinity with it...

ah.. wad ever, I probably have new breakouts and a few more wrinkles... but never, its going to be over soon...

retail therapy next Thursday!!! wooo!!! I LOVE THURSDAYS!!!! its like my more slack day!! haha..

anyway, Audrey and me came out with a new cartoon character!!! His name is SPONGE-BOOB HOTPANTS!!!! haha... inspired by hardgay~ wooo~ hahaha... right.. its just for the sake of entertainment... to keep us awake from the boring lectures which are like literal sleeping pills or lulla-byes..

so ya.. off to sleep now!!! and I've got no school TMR!!! hahaha

bugging you~

gift of gab? more like crap

Talking is part of everybody's life... I mean who doesn't talk right? but i've come to realise that most of the time, I'm always "suan-ing" pple... ask Kailin.. she alwaays falls victim to it... and my latest victim is Ah Long... haha.. oh well~ haha.. its a test of ur patience man!!! haha..

Gift of Gab? more like gift of crap... haha..Right.. anyway, i shall try not to be so "suan-y" when i talk k?

With projects piling up sky high, its difficult to even take a breather... especially when u have a "not so helpful" team mate who does slipshod work.. haiz... lack of sleep and tight deadlines.. this is what i'll be experiencing for the next 3 months or so... And to top it off, Tze Wei is in Pulau Ubin... arrgh...I miss him.. =(

Work starts on the 3rd of Dec for me... will be working in Terminal 2.. and me and Jia Khee's slots hardly coincide!!! argh... and guess what.. I'm working on Christmas day... fine~ wad a good way to spent the festive holiday.

and u might be wondering why i'm blogging at this time.. cos i skipped today's lecture!!! haha.. i couldn't wake up in time cause of the FIT project.. haiz..

anyway, gotta prepare to go to school now~ and tonight, I'm meeting Candice!!!! haha...

senseless-ly childish

Do you remember the last time you "raged" a senseless yet childish war against someone?

No, I do not have any of that sort... but i see it happening around me...

Let me shed some light...

A and B are believers of Christ... each of different characters and perception... but both equally vulgar and how do i put it... hmm... childish? maybe cause they are relatively young... wad ever the case is, A was accused by B of going to such dramatic lengths to let everyone know that her leg is injured... and then B starts saying "FUCK OFF!!!"... and earlier, she mentioned something abt God's teaching... and how they both should work out their differences..

and this starts me thinking... do we REALLY study the word of God for humanity salvation? or are we just using Christ's name as a "shield" or wad ever u call it to defend our stand which could be wrong? this is so contradicting... but true.. we humans are a selfish lot..

I'm not saying that A didn't say anything bad abt B... But since I only know one part of the story, I'm not going to go further into it...

Wad ever the case is, I try to stay out of their problem... however, if things go out of hand, time for counseling... you hear me?

this song is a theme song for the movie i think.. looks kinda nice... anyway, enjoy the song... i like but lau da and jiakhee gave me the "errrrr..." look... haha.. cos its slow la.. and dun think they like slow ones... haha... right~

anyway, time to get down to serious work...

shan's bitrthday

Celebrated Shan's birthday yesterday... and we ate at "Changing Appettie" for dinner... hmmm.. food there was not bad.. just that you'll probably come out twice heavier cos the food is so rich in carb and wad ever else.. plus, the serving is huge... and i couldn't even finish my food... so that means the serving is REALLY huge... haha
anyway, here are some pics...

Birthday gal~

Erm... its suppose to look "sa qi" but they like "am chio" leh~

Ah long... this is my boyfriend k? haha... big kid watching cartoon in the middle of the shopping centre..
hmmm... not very happy with my fringe now... looks freaking short....

disappointment? a learning journey...

I once heard from someone (forgot who) that life is a learning journey... we learn disappointment, love and most importantly, we learn that God is our creator.

Life has its up and downs.. but it made me realise what God wants me to be. Though I think I haven't quite figured out what exactly it is, but I believe God has the perfect plan for me.

Disappointments play a part in make me stronger. Learning is difficult. But we need to learn to grow. Disppointments come when we put our effort in something we believe which can work... but just a simple complain from the beneficiary just makes everything go to the drain. But I'm glad that at this time, God puts the special someone to take away all the disappointments.

There is a saying, " When things gets tough, the tough gets going."

I'm not going to wollow in self pity and just wait for someone to pick me up. I'll stand up again.

I thank God for placing many people in my life for me to love and to experience their love for me.

There are many things that I want to thank God for. But I know even before I open my mouth, He already knows what I'm thinking of.


To Grace----> Thank you for being there when I needed you. =) Steamboat on Friday!!! haha

further studies?

I've been thinking lately of going overseas to study.... I've always wanted to go overseas to study since I was young... so when my mum decided to emigrate to Australia when I was 10, I was exhilarated!!!! But we didn't go there in the end due to some reasons, we decided to stay...

But I always wondered what if I actually went to Australia for good? Monash University has always been THE university I wanted to enrol into... so who knows? I might have already gotten a place there... hmmmm.... but then again... maybe not... haha.. well~

Alison is going to be going to Adelaide next year... I'm really going to miss her badly... she is a great encourager... always there to push me to work harder... and crapping with me... going high with me everytime and going through difficult times with me... she was the company leader of GB and I was the Assistant... and being the Assistant, I'm suppose to help her right? haha... hmmm.... well, I didn't help her to lighten her load of work.... BUT I did alot of stupid stuffs that made her laugh... ok... like.. errrrrr... like falling down? haha... hmmm... considered stupid.. but dunno whether she got laugh a not... haha

So now my dear fren is going to Adelaide. I'm quite tempted to join her there...

Shall see about it... anyway, I don't regret not going to Australia years back... or else I would not know the bunch of frens I have now... the great people in my life that makes me happy everyday... and yet there are also people whom I don't really fancy... but... I can't love everyone right?


To Ally----> hey gal.. If you are reading this, I'll really miss you very much...

I need directions...

God, please help me walk out of this world of uncertainties.

bad luck~

arrgh... bad luck... can't donate blood tmr cos my period decided to come today!!!!! arrgh... asss... why so bad luck....

anyway, there's this clingy person in class... hmmm... and heard that he doesn't contribute to projects.... i'm so going to fail him for peer evaluation if he doesn't.... cos he's in almost all of my project groups... if he sees this post, all the better... this is for you

"aye... u better do your work... or lau da will kill you!!! and lau ma will not be kind to you also, jk will bite you, tennis and soccer balls will fly your way... so watch it!!! "

right.. sounds so not demure... but when you are fierce and piss, who will still care abt being demure... or else pple won't take u seriously... so ya...