I HATE MOVING HOUSE!!!! arrgh... so tired... so dirty... so smelly... so sticky... and worst still.. the movers are coming 8.30am tmr!!! arrgh.. and I have work tmr afternoon... idiot...

I need to sleep... but looking at the mess at home, I think I can forgo that thought...

Went to school early in the morning for an hour for lesson... dumb but last tutorial so give face la... went home and did a lil packing cos moving house on SAT!!!!! haha.. so ya.. room is half packed now... excluding clothes of course...

after that, went to St Margs for drill practice. though a lil tired, but it was worth it cause i felt that girls putting in a lot of effort for this competition.

so ya.. anyway, whislt my way to St Margs, I came across this incident...

went to the bus stop and since i was slowing taking my time to walk there, i missed my bus. BUT.. this gave me an opportunity to see something which i dun get to see everyday---> a woman asking for money.. not from just one.. but several!!! cool~

haha.. ok.. this guy was sitting at the bus stop. suddenly, this middle aged woman walked up to him and started talking to him. I didn't for a while till "kpo" me decided that she was probably trying to find a xiao bai lian or something so i went closer... hehe..

couldn't really make out what she was saying but the guy was listening attentively to her.. so the possibility of her finding a xiao bai lian is out... and den i realised... she was asking for money...
but before she could finish her "act", his bus came and left the woman's effort gone to waste.

Since i was the ONLY one at the bus stop, she approach and SAT beside me... almost immediately, i acted like a bimbo!!! totally... took out my hair clips, rubber band and comb and started doing up my hair ( though i didn't know why i have all these stuff in my bag)...

she asked me, "do you speak English?" I just stared at her... and she mumbled... " oh.. so you don't" and she slumped to the edge of the seat... THEN... her unsuspecting victim came... had a typical teenage face... she took the opportunity and went up to her and asked for money and cried... Since i was near, I saw and heard everything!!! What the...

It was hilarious yet at the same time disappointing that some one who is able and fit had to resort to begging and lying for money... in the end, the girl gave her the money and board her bus... and almost instantly after the bus was gone, she wiped her tears and turned to look around.

I just looked at her and gave her the "so you just cheated some money" face. you should have seen her face! totally changed. Embarressed in fact. And since it was 2 plus, many teenage students were at the bus stop... could see that she wanted to pull the same trick but everytime she turn back, I just totally gave her the intense stare and she just aborted it...

Then my bus came... Her eyes followed me and almost instantly, I saw her turning to the school girl next to her and pulling the same trick. I sat at the window seat and gave her the same stare and she shifted uncomfortably...

its cool to see this kind of thing happening before your very eyes as it makes you realise that things like that do happen everyday.

Definition of LOVE

Mordern day definition:

1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5. (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6. a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7. sexual intercourse; copulation.
8. (initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
9. affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.
10. strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
11. the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.
12. the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.
13. Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.
14. a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.

Biblical definition:

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes always perservere.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

which definition do you believe in?

Jealousy
1. jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself.
2. mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims.
3. vigilance in maintaining or guarding something.
4. a jealous feeling, disposition, state, or mood.

Insensitive

1.deficient in human sensibility, acuteness of feeling, or consideration; unfeeling; callous: an insensitive person.
2.not physically sensitive: insensitive skin.
3.not affected by physical or chemical agencies or influences: insensitive to light.
4.not readily responsive or aware: insensitive to the needs of the peasants.

FEB IS COMING!!!! this means that work is ending!!!!! woooo~ haha... and the long awaited break will be here soon!!! whahaha...

right. I've so many things that i want to do during the holidays!!! firstly, I'm going to get back to training... then going to go on a holiday!!!maybe Bangkok or Malaysia or something la...

anyway, I want to work this holiday. but prob is if i work, i won't have time to relax and just unwind myself. no time for family or friends or loved ones, no time for leisure, no time for anything. I went to the Singapore Zoo' s website and found out that they need show presenters, part time promoters as well as waitress... hmmm... but i'm not so keen... I want to be a zoo keeper!!! haha..

arrgh... probably just stick to office job... =( regular hours with regular sleep plus regular meals plus regular income. but all these would probably give me a regularly round tummy... like i dun have already... hahaha....

arrgh... decisions decisions...

EC is driving me crazy!!! arrgh... I hate doing websites!!! its driving me up the wall!!!! arrrgh... anyway, did BLaw filming yesterday... for our presentation... here are 2 pics... for the rest of the pics, go Jiakhee's blog to see.. haha..

so ya.. it was a time full of laughter cause we looked ridiculous in those brown bags over our heads and walking around the library... hahah.. but ya... Audrey is doing the editing for the video presentation!!! WOOOO!!!

right.. back to EC... Bleahx

I can't stand your irresponsible ways anymore! its not like you have ALL the time in the world to do one puny lil part of the project... even if so, can you like f**king meet the deadline?!?! WTF... I've not blown up my top cos I've known u since pri school and do not want to make you loss face... what the hell!!!! you didn't even lift a finger to do the project.

I'm not going to be "Miss Goody two shoes" and take in the the crap pple from now on... ass... making my grp's life so miserable... just get all your unwanted arse outta our class and do your shit somewhere... stop jepordising our progress... shit asses...

work was SUPER BORING!!!!! without my usual gang of frens there, it was a chore to work.. not to mention tolerate the ^^%&*%^%*&^* RSM.... idiot...

but i guess Monday would be better! considering the fact that ALL of them are working!!! WooSH!!! anyway, saw this cute lil Indian toddler today. she fits just nicely in the small space of the trolley... and she has a pair of round big eyes with long lashes... the best thing is that she smiled at everyone! and the best part is that she stumbles to call you.. but end up calling u her "papa" or "mama".. haha.. and she has these small lil hands that are prob 1/4 the size of my palm.. how adorable is that!

anyway, Tze's coming back from Batam tmr! =D yup yup... a weekend of relaxation... when will it be my turn? hiaz... next year after Feb I guess... but I wanna go to Australia! or Vancouver!!! or or NORWAY!!!!! and maybe Switzerland!!!!!

oh.. and i just watched my chemical romance's MV... and I'm awed by the drummer... woah!!! must need alot of arm muscles!!! lotsa practice and all... see thats why i wanna play the drums... but.. errr... only know ban-tong shui... so shall not comment!

WHEEEE!!! all projects are done!!!! just left with the BLaw presentation... right...

anyway, I'm going to stop working at DFS... for good!!! its the working environment... all the endless bitching and small squabbles the people there "indulge" themselves in... so unhealthy!!! not to mention the shit I get from my agent when I can't work for genuine reasons...

anyway, I'm glad I met some frens during this last promo... people who are really active that will make me workout... haha.. and have supper of course... also people who irritate me and vice versa... haha.. its real fun working with them.. but tmr... all of them are not working!!!! arrgh.. lokks like its gonna be a lonely shift for me... haiz...

anyway, just chat with Ah Long.. and he mentioned earthquakes in Taiwan... hmmm... must be quite freaky... considering the fact that anything can just fall on your head and make you go kuku... or worst.. a building collapsing!!!! lucky for me that I'm born in Singapore.. though overprotected by the government, but you can't deny the fact that it is still safer here...

so ya.. shall stop my nonsense and go sleep...

alright.. gonna blog... all because of kailin's endless whinning... super irritating... haha

my mum has decided the day for us to move house... one week before CNY... haiz... more cleaning up to do... anyway, if u are reading this, Ah Long... miss my suaning ah... haha... after you return from Taiwan, you would probalbly wish u didn't come back at all... haha..

nothing much happened at work... only that i made another new fren! his name is "nusiance" or "baileys" or "dumb dumb" haha... irritating ass but funny... well, same level of stupid cold jokes i guess... haha..

anyway, here's the update... though hastely done but... its still an update.. haha...

i need a getaway

projects are almost all done.. all that is left now is BLaw which is abt 1/3 done. but it ok~ its due next week... so i can take a breather!!! haha

right.. i hate working in the airport now... all the shit ass stuff i get from my boss... so much for sacrificing my off days to come down to receieve your VVIPs... i just can't take up one shift and she has to make so much noise...

anyway, I'm through with working at the airport.. the long hours of work coupled with physical lethargy.. I've had enough!

I'm now going to treat myself well by not working like a bull during the hols... well, not exactly NOT work at all but rather, work in a new environment. some where which gives me new challenges.. and not screw up my body clock...

oh... and CNY is coming!!! so exciting!!! hahaha.. more ang paos coming my way!!! hehe.. perks of being not married... i wonder if my relatives are feeling rich considering the fact that they had such big fat year end bonuses... hehe... den they'll probably be more generous in the amount of money they put in the red packet!!!

alright... going to sleep now! =)