no proper sleep

I'm back from the GB welcome camp!!! and I'm VERY TIRED AND SLEEPY!!! Allow me to enlighted you on the reason.... I had Business Management on Saturday morning and the night before, I was studying like a kan chiong spider, trying to get all the information into my head... so much so that I was suffering from information overload and I couldn't even sleep at all!!! Even if i did, it was just a snooze and I'll suddenly wake up for no apparent reason!!! WTH!

To make matters worse, whatever I studied REALLY HARD didn't even come out!!! Not even the MCQ la!!! To think that i spent so much time revising and memorising Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, the Stituational Approach Leadership style, Environmental Factors and Rational Decision Making!!! arrgh!! I feel like shoot myself right now!! If I'm lucky, I'll get at most a D... or I'll have to retake this BORING moudule again... :( haiz... I hate this feeling of uncertainty..

Okok.. enough of my rants of this sucky paper... haha... anyway, after the exam, I went home to pack my stuff for the camp and went to meet Candice to go to Ching Ching's house for Kingsley's one month celebration!!! weeeeeeeeee... haha... ate lunch and dinner at her house and played with Kingsley and Adam ( ching's friend's baby). AND something gross happened... While Candice was playing with Adam, he started to puke out milk!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh... it was so gross la!! and Candice was partically screaming and laughing at the same time! And being "good" friends, me, xingyi and andrea started laughing and congratulating her for being so lucky!! haha... and later, andrea also became lucky!! haha..

Played tai ti. BUT.... I didn't play cause I have not played the game for like 2 years? haha.. so just sat next in to re-learn the game. At about 7:30pm, I went off from Ching's house to St Marg's to join the camp..

Was talking ti Shirleen and the other officers until like one plus in the morning... serious stuff of course... haha.. and then went to the individual rooms to check if all the girls were sleeping... and... ya.. they were sleeping soundly admist the symphony which was "performed" by some of their camp mates. hahaha...

Went to bath and slept at nearly two in the morning... BUT.. I didn't have a good sleep cause I kept waking up for no apparent reason again... oh well... it sucks la.. but surprisingly, I didn't sleep during service!!! yay!! maybe cause I was sitting next to Shirleen who was irritating me!! haha.. No la.. kidding la... haha

after service, went to Coranation Plaza with Grace and Hui Shan to eat lunch.. after which, went home to sleep before meeting Grace and Hui Shan at three to go shopping!! haha...

shopped at Bugis and wanted to get some nice shirts for myself... BUT... the kuku shop only sells free size shirts.. and I can't wear them cause of my stupid broad shoulders!! arrgh.... and I was hopping so much to get tops from there... sianz...

such bad luck.. but it was really great shooping with Grace and Hui Shan because I have not done that with them for a super long time... haha...

after shopping, met mum and sis at home to eat dinner.. we went to a vegetrian restaurant to eat.. then went home...

ok.. guess what... I think my mum is going to buy a house in Serangoon... oh no!!! i mean its not that i dun like the place... I'm fine with any location.. but I've been staying in the present area for almost 19 years now.. and plus.. its not really accessible for me as i'll have trouble going to school... you see, i have to take at least two buses to go to school if i really move there... while presently, i only need to take a direct bus!

but on the bright side, there is chomp chomp nearby... so.. heh heh.. okok... good food ma... haha...

my last paper ends on Thursday and its accounts!!! woooohoo!!! i love that moudule!!! that is the only moudule that i have 100% cinfidence in.. haha... ok... gotta sleep.. haha..

terrible

macro exam today was not good... why? cos i was tearing my hair over one qns which wants us to compute the consumption function... AND yours truly forgot the formula to compute the autonomous consumption!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! WTH!! i was practically pulling my hair while doing the qns and my poor brain is exhausted... spent... dead... haha...

anyway, i can't be bothered abt macro anymore.. i mean... i can't do anything abt it rite? so why bother? and besides, i have to study my business managment which is hmmmm... tmr!!! oh shitty case!!! haiz...

i ate super alot today!! first, was beef noodles, then came rojak and then papaya, honeydew and watermelon... oh man... think i'm going to shit alot today... cos i ate too much fibre!! haha... ok.. sorry for being so crude yeah? haha..

and oh... minsin, if u are reading this, when do i have to donate blood? msg me yah? cos u sounded really anxious that time i called you...

i wanna go shopping!!! arrgh... when can i relax man!! to go and swim!!! oh yar!! candice!!! you everytime fly my kite.... wanna go swim den in the end pang seh me.... arse hole... and i wanna go chomp chomp... cos the other time we went to the wrong one!!! ahahaha...

oh.. i suddenly like brian mcknight songs!! they are sooo.... so.... eh.. mushy!! haha.. makes my knees feel like jelly and my heart melt... and oh.. makes me have goosebumps too!! haha... anyone kind enough to lend me his cd or smthg? i'm just too lazy to find his songs online... haha.. and oh.. one more thing... i'm going to be serious in learning guitar... i'm always saying that i wanna learn but after a few weeks, i give up -_-"

so this time, i shall be motivated and learn!!! and i forgot the chords that eunice taught me the other time :p.. hmm... ok.. but before i find a guitar teacher, i gotta get my own guitar.. which means i need money to buy which means... eh.. i need a job... sianzz... haha...

so be it! i'll get a guitar somehow.. but i dunno how.. but i will!!! okok... gotta study!!!

23rd Feb

I can't stand this boredom anymore!! I wanna break free!!! I wanna unwind!!! Go kayaking or on a shopping spree!!! arrgh... I can't stand studying and waiting for exams to come... its just.. so S......L.......O......W......

anyway, I've got no choice but to study right? haiz... Woke up at 8:30am today. Why? to study lorx.. haha.. suppose to meet Zhi Wei at 10am at Macs to study... BUT.... he was late... haha... when i msged him at 10 plus, he just woke up!!! WTH!! haha.. no la... I dun blame you... I blame the soccer match you were watching!!! ahahaha... kidding!

Revised macroeconomics and ate BIG BREAKFAST!!! whaha... and 6 piece nuggets.. hehe... and... some tiko man got horny... YESH!! TIKO MAN AGAIN~

Was studying in peace when i noticed that Zhi Wei's face changed.. like pissed off face... and than he msged me on his mobile " that man on your right keeps looking pervertedly at you"

oh... ok... hmmm.. and i announced loudly " Oh... That one in yellow shirt is it?" haha... Zhi Wei just laughed and continued " its yellow polo t-shirt la..." and both of us were laughing really hard!! haha...

i guessed that the tiko man was quite embarrassed as he was the only person wearing yellow polo t-shirt... so he quickly got up and went out of the restuarant to smoke... hmmm... no wonder he has a pot belly... haha..

anyway, after that, we went to the arcade above Macs to visit Matthew who was working... i seriously think i suck in arcade games!! i kept shooting my own team mate... haha... anyway, revision was quite fruitful considering the fact that i actually remembered whatever i studied!! yay!!! haha...

on a random note, i heard this phrase over the TV yesterday and it goes like this : gravitational pull increases as one climbs higher." ponder about it and you actually find that its quite meaningful! and yesh!!! Lisa is eliminated from the competition!!! wooohoo!!! ( american's next top model)

my way...

It's time that i broke free from my comfort zone and do things my way. I dunno if it means I have to sacrifice my relationship with my mother, but I'm sure that God will provide where ever he leads me to. This is by far the boldest decision because it means that I have to defy my mother when she wants me to pray in the temple. But, I don't want to do that anymore! It's not what I want! I want to make my own decisions and seek myself instead of dictating what my mum wants me to do...

I've made a decision to go back to church. But not to the church which I went before. It's not that it is not good. But I just didn't feel that I belonged there. It could very well be my own sensitivity.. but I want to trust myself and go to another church.

However, I will continue my service in the Girls' Brigade because it was there that my faith in God started.

Nothing personal about this entry. It's just a reflection of my own feelings.

boring day

ok... i'm so darn bored!!!! i mean i know i'm suppose to be studying.. but i've just got neither motivation nor mood to even start on my revision... its my exam week and i still feel like i'm just going with the flow, not doing anything to study harder or concentrate on my piorities.. damn...

i'm tired of going through the same routine of studying and making sure that i pass every module or level... i mean life is more than studying right? why do we have to rush through everything we do and follow what everyone does? does it mean that the higher your paper qualification, the better the job prospects?

my answer would be a straight NO! life has more to offer than just the things we humans deem important. we are so materialistic nowadays.... ask any fresh undergrad what they expect the job to offer them and majority of them would chorus "BETTER AND HIGHER PAY!!!"

we are so caught up with the material things in life that we become oblivious about the simple things in life. like thew beauty of nature that God has created for us to enjoy. may i post this question to you: when is the last time you made someone smile without the use of any material things but using only your sincerity?

all i can say is "haiz... pple nowadays!!! " hahaha.. but for now, i just need a break from this urban jungle... i feel like going to the countryside in Switzerland to experience another kind of life... or maybe to New Zealand to catch a glimpse of the breathtaking scenery mother-nature has so cleverly kept intact after so many centuries!!!

BUT, all these are only possible if only i don't have so many commitments presently... so i shall settle in the comfort of my own world for the time-being...

oh... and Kingsley is going to be a month old this Saturday!!! yeah!!! hmm... but then again, he is naughty!!! so gotta keep a watchful eye on him... haha...

and just a random note, i think my workout routine is working considering the fact that i feel more fit... hehe... :)

18th FEB

the good old polo t-shirt for guys...


clutch bag


vintage skirt...



the cute vintage shirts!!!

I think i have a fetish for vintage clothings now... I mean, look at the above pic... they are vintage tops that a got from a website.. dun they look so.... so... original??? haha... there are other nicer ones of course.. and besides tops, there are also skirts, accessories like clutch bags and of course, for the guys, the good old polo t-shirts....

anyway, enough of my lastest craze... will blog abt today... went to meet Candice at her hse at abt 5pm to go to Hanjin's BBQ... she didn't even invite me in and just made me sit outside her hse to wait for her.. what is this girl... haha.. cos she claims that her hse is messy... haha... it was not until her sister scolded her and then she let me into the hse... haha... so thanks alot Joyce!!! anyway, Candice, your hse is messy... but its ok la... don't be ashame of it can? Like my hse is not messy... I mean my room la... haha... waited for her to get changed and meanwhile, wrote a birthday card for Hanjin.

After that, we took a bus down to Tampines and Candice had a sudden craving for bubble tea.. haha.. but we were running late so we just continued on our way to Pasir Ris chalet... when we reached, we were like eh... odd ones out? eh.. cos we didn't know all his frens and so, me and Candice ended up being anti-social people.. haha.. BUT.. we saw a girl that look very familiar and she too found us familiar!!! haha... turns out that she was from St Marg's Sec Sch too!!! haha.. one year my senior..

we stayed until abt 8pm and went off cause I was having dinner at my aunt's hse while Candice was having her dinner at her aunt's hse... haha.. wad a coincidence!! anyway, we took a cab to Kembangan and we both went our separate ways...

I LOVE MY AUNT!!! she saved a bowl of my fave mee rebus!!! ahhhh.. and she saved some smoked salmon for me too!!! MUACKS!!! haha... oh.. and saved some pomelo for me... haha.. I think pomelo is one of my fave fruit now!! cos its like... so juicy? haha..

and I got lost again!! This time in the heart of the landed properties in Kembangan... my mum, sis, and I wanted to take a bus home... and i vaguely remember the location of the bus stop cos Jody has brought me to the bus stop before ( he stays around my aunt). and then, after 15mins of walking, my mum asked doubtfully, "are you sure you know where you are going?"

seriously, I DON'T!! but i just said " its somewhere here.." after another 15 mins, my mum asked me impatiently again the same qns... i gave up and called Jody for directions.. ( my aunt wun know cos she's new to the neighbourhood as well) he then directed me and phew~ we were out of the "maze"... the reason i call it maze is because it looks like a maze form a birds eye view.. dun you think so?? haha.. I'm crapping again.. anyway, we waited for bus 21 to go home...

the bus passes thru Geylang and I saw... and may I emphasize SAW alot of "free lance prostitutes" standing by the road side or pavement waiting to pounch on any man who would pay to sleep with them. as i've mentioned in my ealier post, the tiko men just wanna see and not pay... those shitty arse holes!!! and i pity those prostitutes... BUT i don't pity those from China cos they were the main reason for my family's break up... but i shall not talk abt it... anyway, i reached home and found out that i have no more food in the fridge!!! ahhhhh!! i gotta go buy groceries soon.. haha... junk food maybe...

oh... on a random note, I think I need a job real soon to cope with my expenditure... :) haha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANJIN!!!

lost and found

Sundays for most pple are just like days to waste... but for me, its a struggle to go to church... reason being my mum is a non-christian and I really want to go to church.. cos i believe the Bible. and plus, I haven't been going to church and i seriously think i need to go back to church for spiritual food... haiz... why can't my mum understand that all religions teaches one to be kind and all.. you might argue back " den have the same religion as ur mum la"

I mean if I didn't experience God's love, I'll probably think the same way as u... the feeling was warm and ehhh.... aiyo!! unable to put it into words.. you just have to feel it for yourself la... and i think it was God's plan to put me in a christian kindergarden. i think it was then that i felt love from God grow in my heart... and later on, iwent on to St Margaret's primary and then St Margaret's Secondary... and this was where my relationship with God grew closer... due to the fact that i was also in a Christian based CCA.. and then my mum comes along and refuses to let me go to church :(

haiz... i just have to wait for God's timing... and I'll continue to pray hard.. but for the time being, all i can say is that I've back slided ALOT!!! haiz.. but matters will improve... I'm sure and confident of that! :D

ok... i needa study for my BCA (business computing applications) test which is eh.. on monday!!! ahhhhhhhhh... haha... kkk.. enough crap la!! haha

grace?

I seriously think i need more grace... why? simple... cos I always receive comments like " Michelle, can you don't be so chor lor..." or some say "its time to be like a lady girl..." (-_-") okok... I have to admit that I'm indeed very chor lor. It's not that I do not want to be demure or anything, but look at the pple I'm mixing with!!! haha.. not to say that my friends are bad you noe... it's just that when we hang out together, we totally let our hair down.. and we do lots of crazy stuff!!! like chasing each other, laughing out loud (literally!!) and have eating sprees!!! besides, being demure is really really hard.. I tried once and within an hour, I gave up... I wonder if it has to do with the fact that I did not learn 'girly' stuff like ballet or piano..

I remember vaguely that I used to do sports since young... like swimming and cycling. And maybe, because of that, I learned to be more... eh... tough? chor lor? I dunno... but my point is that if i were to learn ballet when i was young, I could probably walk with grace, talk with grace and exhibit an aura of gracefulness... whahah... I know.. you are probably laughing your ass off right now trying to visualize me in a pink tutu, dancing on stage... what ever!!! haha

Speacking of which, I wonder if grace gives you an added advantage of being merticulous in the things you do and being careful of where you are walking... hmmm... Cause I'm an accident prone person... even as a little girl!!! omg... if i were to tell you every accident that happened to me ( which i remember), I think you would probably say " ... and you are still alive???"

ok.. I'll start with Kindergarden... If remember correctly, my class was playing the handkerchief game.. ( the one where the person puts the handkerchief behind you and you in turn have to catch the person) and it so happen that a boy by the name of Gary ( yesh, he is the only person i remember from kindergarden) put the handkerchief behind me... as i was getting ready to get up to catch him, for some reason or other, my two front teeth knocked against his bald head ( haha... he's botak)... my teeth was shaky and bleeding and i was crying cos it hurt... Gary on the other hand was crying too.. cos that poor boy's head hurt. so both of us were brawling like little babies...
and there was another time when i was in the car and was in the front seat. my uncle apparently did an emergency brake and i fell forward. my eye got injured, like i was punched by someone.
and there was also this time when i was jumping on the bed and i totally lost my balance and fell off the bed... hence, dislocating my left arm.. i was actually quite happy cos I'm a left hander... so it meant no homework for me!!!! yeah!!! kk... but it hurt...

now to primary school... I was P2 that year and i was walking towards the basketball court from the canteen... and there was this gap in the drain covers. I didn't know and stepped right thru it!!! oh man!!! my leg got stuck and I started crying ( again...) the cleaners then had to come and they freed my leg after 30 mins... gosh... that whole time was tramatic.. esp when i was only 8 years old.. and another time, i was walking across the running track and i didn't see that the seniors were training... those kukus didn't even siam me but ran into me!!! wth!! i literally flew and land with a loud thud on the ground face first... i tell you... the pain was excruiating and i was bleeding on my knees, arms and even my nose started to bleed...

And now, to secondary school... you would think that i would be more careful yeah? WRONG!!! besides the normal falls i have like slipping and fall, walking into the wall and just plainly fall down from my seat, one incident will forever be etched in my mind. most of my friends from the sec school would probaly noe that cos it was really funny...
i was sec 3 that year and was in camp. since i was the assistant camp commandent, i had to always check if things were going the way they should and was always running around the camp... and then, on that fateful Sunday, i was running up the steps to get changed into trekking attire and wasn't looking up... WHAMP!!! i ran into the rollar shutter of the stairs which was half opened... omg... i just laid motionlessly for a few sec and then saw all my camp mate gathering around me... and one officer attended to me... i asked her if i was bleeding badly cos i felt like i got cut by smthg sharp and my right eye was hurting badly... she just mumbled " there is a deep cut at the bridge of your nose and a blueblack on the right eye"
SHIT!!! how was my mother going to react if she saw me like that? i was driven to the hospital and was treated of my wounds. though they have healed, there is still a scar left on the nose. this is to remind me to ALWAYS be careful of where i'm going...
and when i was sec 5, an embarressing thing happened to me... i was in charge of locking the back door then and in my haste to lock the door that day, i tripped over my own leg ( can you believe that shit!!!) and fell with a really loud THUD!! it was so loud that the teacher and students in the class next door all came out to see what happened... wa lau... embarressing la!!! haha... but i just laughed it off and got on my feet quickly... i only got hurt on my butt.. so not that bad... haha...

Presently, although all my accidents are not as bad as before, they always happen because of my carelessness... i was taking down the clothes in the kitchen one afternoon... i wasn't sure what i was doing but i hit my head against the wall and a bump was formed... -_-"
and there are those minor accidents like knocking my leg against my bed frame, falling off the bed while reading and many more... haiz...

so now you see... i think i just need a grace...

oh... and just a random note... i was watching american idol yesterday and simon cowell said something which made me remember this phrase : I'm fed up of your hissy attitude.
oh whoa!!! its a strong and powerful sentence huh? haha...

Valentine's Day

yesterday was Valentine's Day and it was definately the most memorable one.. haha.. well, let me start by introducing my date yesterday... she is Candice!!! my all time good buddy from St Margaret's Secondary... anyway, we were suppose to meet at 7pm at Serangoon MRT station... however, she was late (as usual) and I took this opportunity to roam around the place because I had never really walked around there before...

finally, at abt close to 8pm, Candice finally called to say that she had reached and I went back to the train station to meet her... after which, we walked to the bus interchange which is just a stone throw away to take a bus to our destination... CHOMP CHOMP FOOD CENTRE!!! hahaha.. we boarded bus 317 and asked the bus driver how many bus stops to chomp chomp... he confidently replied " 4 bus stops."

we sat down and chatted excitedly abt what we were going to eat and anxiously counted the number of bus stops. At the 4th bus stop, we alighted and were pretty excited for some reason or other... hmmm.. like little kids going to the zoo for an excursion... haha. anyway, we were happily chatting when Candice suddenly stopped in her tracks and asked

Candice: where is chomp chomp?
Me: eh....... dunno..
Candice: shit... we are lost... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...
Me: ???????

I looked at the path in front of me and realised that we have indeed stopped at the wrong stop... we were stranded in the middle of many landed properties and there was nothing in front but houses.... at that moment, I didn't know what to do and called a friend who is staying in Serangoon to ask for directions... I presume he was laughing at our stupidity and how could we lose our way in SERANGOON!!! but.. oh well... we did.. so yeah.. haha... while he was giving me directions on my left ear, Candice was brawling like a spoilt brat at the other ear... omg... I couldn't even catch what my friend was saying.. all i could hear was "eh... you are actually very near chomp chomp.. you just have to find a way out of the landed properties.. " seriously, I felt so totally pissed with the bus driver.. he liar!!! liar liar pants on fire!!!

oh... anyway, we finally got ourselves out of the loooooooooooooooong stretch of houses and saw a food cantre in front of us.. we were delighted and brisk walked to the food centre, thinking it was chomp chomp... and so, we ordered fried kway teow, bbq stingray and squid, a chocolate cake( i was suprised that they sold a chocolate cake there. but oh well...) and sugar cane juice...

we ate and chatted and laughed at ourselves for being so blur... haha.. and I was quite thankful that i managed to survive the whole torturous brawling form Candice :p..

haha.. after dinner, we decided to take a bus back to the interchange and we walked further in... LO AND BEHOLD... I saw the four words CHOMP CHOMP FOOD CENTRE right in front of the bus stop!!! My heart sunk in dismay.... i tugged Candice's shirt and pointed to the food centre in front of us....

Candice: eh.... If this is chomp chomp... den....
Me: we came all the way here to eat chomp chomp food and we didn't??!!!
Candice: *erupts into laughter*

WTH!!! we came all the way to Serangoon just to eat the food from chomp chomp and we actually didn't? omg... at that time, I felt really dumb... and wished that some one would kill me for my dumb-ness... but... after a while, I joined Candice and we looked like two morons laughing on the bus... haha...

our next stop, Geylang. no.. we didn't purposly choose to go there to see the "bustling activities" but rather.. to eat the you tiao... haha.. anyway, another thing happened... we took the wrong train!!!! we were happily taking pictures when suddenly, Candice noticed that the train was going towards Punggol and no Harboufront!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! such stupidness... haha... we quickly alighted the train and board the CORRECT one...

I think its because of blurness cum stupidness cum dumbness that makes one high because, we were both laughing at the slightest things and we look like two drunkards laughing and walking in the train station... whahah.. seriously, thinking back now, I've never had this feeling for a long time.

anyway, we finally reached Kallang and we saw this old lady struggling with her trolley... as it was close to the time for the last train service, we offered our help and my goodness! the trolley was really heavy!!! imagine if she had to carry all that up the steps of the train station!!! the old lady was grateful towards our help thanked us non-stop. we were both quite happy that we did sthg good and accepted her countless gratitudes.

after that, we walked slowly towards the shop that sells really long you tiao and ordered only one piece plus tow cups of soya bean milk and a bowl of mee sua. all that cost a whooping $5.80 and the i felt that the food was not as fantastic as i thought. but after all... it was the quality time that me and Candice shared that mattered more so... we didn't really bothered abt the price.

after supper, we walked further in the streetsof Geylang because i needed to withdraw money. as we walked, we saw many prostituites sitting outside shops wear tube tops and mini skirts. I suddenly felt a pang of sadness for them as they had to sell their body just to earn a living... and some things happened that made me disgusted with the tiko men in Singapore.

as we walked past the prostitutes, we noticed that the men that walked past them kept on looking at their boobies!!! WTH... I mean yes, they are paid to sleep with men... but HELLO!!! U ARE ON THE STREETS U TIKO MEN! IF U WANNA SEE, PAY THEM!!!

arrgh!!! disgusting!!! and some more things happened.. while I was waiting in line to withdraw money, an old uncle kept looking at us from head to toe... I was fucking pissed I tell you. I turned to that man and looked at him striaght in the eye DIAO him. I then said to Candice in English

Me: i think that man is horny
Candice: yar la... keep on looking at us... we are not pros la!!!
Me and Candice: *stares at him*

WTF!!! I promise the next time I go to Geylang for supper, I'm going to ask some guys to go with us... I mean come on... not ALL girls you tiko men see in geylang are prostitutes OK!!!! Its just a pity that all the good food are in Geylang. or else, I would not even step foot into this area.

That was not the end... while waiting for a cab, an uncle in one of the coffee shops kept on looking lustfully at both of us. I quickly hailed a cab to get us out of this HELL and before we got onto the cab, Candice screamed (*sensored words... so used short forms) " CB LA!!! STARE WHAT!! KNN!!!" and I thought she pointed the middle finger but apparently, she did not... haiz... wasted...

haha... anyway, when we were in the cab, we had a serious talk.. regarding the people around us... her family and mine.. I think throughout the whole night, the 15mins or so spent in the cab was the most sane moments. haha...

when I've reached home, it was already abt 12.15am... and I was dead beat... but I think this day was the best Valentine's day I've ever spent in all my life... :)

today

woke up unwillingly at 9:30am today for the last lecture of maecroecons.... took a bus to school and met up with audrey. as usual, we didn't really listen during lecture and we deciding on what to eat for lunch cos all of us were hungry!!! haha... luckily, audrey brought the money saving KFC coupons and we all decided to go and eat there. ate lunch with jianhui, audrey and kailin.
After that, me and jianhui headed to town as he needed to get some stuff... and I decided... I'm going to get a new bag!!! haha... but the choices of bags were limited and plus, I was eager to go home to start on my fitness routine!!!! whaha.. so left town after a while. however, while on the bus, something happened which made me super disgusted with a group of foreign students.

An old auntie was having difficulty when getting down the bus and being old, she wobbled slowly to the exit. And I had to admit, she had a heavy stench. However, everyone just kept quiet and remained indifferent about the stench.

THEN... this group of foriegn students started to make fun of her in English. I heard on boy, who apparently spoke like slyvester from looney toons( the cat that always wants to catch tweety) saying: " OMG!!! SHE STINKS LIKE A DOG!!!" This comment was followed by laughter from his friends and they started to make fun of the way the old lady walked and even went on rattling about how her husband could stand that stench...

Well HELLO!!! YOU PEOPLE DON'T SMELL GOOD EITHER!!! They were stinking of perspiration and were stinking up the bus and were talking SO FUCKING LOUD!!! Were they afraid that no one in the bus could hear them??? WTF!!! I'm terribly appalled by their behaviour and just wished that they would be reprimanded by a person... and the person would say: "HEY YOU!!! YOU DON'T SMELL ANY BETTER!!!"

What is it with kids nowadays? Don't they even know the basic of respect to the elderly? I believe what goes round comes around. So, good luck to that group of kids in the future... cos who knows? They might stink like 1000000000000 dogs!!!

hmmm...

As Valentine's day approaches, one always wonders if that special someone would suddenly pop out and ask u out on a date... I have to admit, its every girl's dream to be ask on a date by a guy and NOT the other way around... so guys (esp the dense ones) pls ask the girl out if u are really interested in her ok.... don't let her wait...
Life has been normal except for some hiccups along the way... we can't always wish that everything would be smooth-sailing all the time or else, it'll just retard our mental and emotional growth.. haha.. fine.. I'm crapping again.. haha... lets move on to something light shall we???hehehe...
For the girls only, this is something which u might find interesting...
WHAT HIS BODY LANGUAGE & GESTURE SAY ABT HIM (from 17 magazine)
He is interested in you:
he makes eye contact-not a glance, but more than a short intense stare just to get ur attention (woooooo)... If he is vocal in a grp, he tends to shower u with more attention becos he wants to know u better.. if he is the shy sort, he'll try to open up communication channels by doing more than saying... (hmmm.. ok... hahaha.. cocks la!) he also faces u during conversations and makes lots of gestures to indicate that he is open.
he likes you:
he makes all the effort to call when he says that he will and intiates follow up dates. he would also suggest dating exclusively cos he hopes for the relationship to evolve into sthg a more serious. he'll hold your hand and is not afraid to dress up for u or make lilttle noticeable changes to impress you...
he is serious abt you:
he refers to you as HIS girlfriend and confesses to really liking you and tells you how amazing u are in all seriousness.... and he even cancels a night out with his guys!!! :O
he loves you:
he refers to the both of u as we and makes plans for the future. he lets u drive his car (hmmm.. not bad) and introduces u to his friends to show people that u are someone who is important and adores u. lastly, he begins to assume that your weekends will be spent together and will slowly factor u into his plans...

kk... sorry for the xtra woooooo and :o... haha.. cos just wanna create some atmosphere.. -_-"
hahaha... anyway, study hard TF01.. cos exams are coming... and for the single girls, dunno how true the above descriptions are.. but V-day can also be spent with family and friends!!! and for the couples, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!! haha... oh yea... almost forgot.. JJ Lin Jun Jie's new album "cao cao" will be released on the 17th of this month!!! I'm sure that me and audrey are gonna get our hands on it!!! whahaha....

2nd entry

kk... i know I'm like the first person to write two posts in one day at such a short interval... haha... wadever la!!! haha.. anyway, I'm through with playing blackjack.. (for now la...) cos i lost $1.50 in the game at pauljean's hse. I just guess lady luck is not on my side. haha.. I know its a small amount... but STILL!!! its money la.. can like make... erm.. 15 calls on the public phone la... haha... okok.. and I'm starting a fitness routine... yesh... you heard me right.. a FITNESS ROUTINE!!! The constant jeers from Jody and Malcolm is enough for me... I'm so gonna prove u guys wrong... haha... actually, thats not the real reason la.. cos fitness test is in year 3.. So I should start training or else I would not even budge on the day of the test... cos.. erm.. too fat??? haha... oh... and watching "I not stupid too" was quite inspiring... watched this movie with my sister and ended up tearing at the back part of the movie. The movie is inspiring cos:

1. local movie, but the storyline and movie was good.. considering the fact that it moved many to tears
2. really speaks of the mind of teenagers...
3. hilarous at certain parts... cos of the dialets...
4. last but not least, made me realised that raising a kid is not so easy... esp when it comes to making time for the child etc....

yup yup... EstherFest competition is ongoing... yup... and guess who is in charge of it for the company... YOURS TRULY!!! shit!!! Such a heavy burden on my shoulders esp when its a natinal competition!!! sucks... I just hope i don't make a blunder out of anything cos the consequences could be costly... btw, EstherFest is a competition held by the GBHQ for all the GB companies to participate in. A nation wide competition where the company award is at stake... so i shall do my best... together with the help of all the other officers... :)

the first entry....

I've finally created a blog for myself... I just hope that I'll be dilligent enough to update it.. :P okok.. anyway, had a really bad day yesterday.. was feeling super lousy after breakfast at macs with zhiwei.. but not zhiwei's fault though.... anyway, I just hope that all these unhappiness would just GO AWAY!!! All righty... enough of my crap... I really gotta start studying... this term has been like super slack for me.. somewhat like a honeymoon period... oh well... I just hope that I'll be able to pass evry module. I don't care if it's a C or D... i just want to get it over and done with... hmmm..... I think thats all for now..